September, 11th 2013
sooo, I’ve been trying to organize myself for a new school year, TRYING.
Actually found a music today that makes perfect sense to me, it opened my eyes, I’ve been too into him when I should have been in to ME.
From now on I’m my personal goal, I want to get healthy and fit for next summer, I’m tired to have to stay in doors all summer because i don’t feel confortable with going out. It’s goona change, that’s a promise.
I’v been normal so far today, no depressed moments, and no manic moment, let’s hope it’s stays that way.
September, 10 th 2013
The last few months have been living hell, for no apparent reason, maybe it was because he broke me and it started a serie of phycologycal problems like depression and bipolar disorder. I’m guess I’m not mad at him anymore, because he’s actually perfect to me, I felt like givin up my life just to have another moment at his side, i probably still would. But the point is that leaving him triggered that every single negative though would have a bigger influence on my behaviour and my humor.
I hope when school starts I will get better and get back on track.
Life is not hard, unless you make it.